Candles video - Night to Day
Takuto makes scratch twenty one.
Ryouta's worried about Takuto
'I was lying on the bed when I came to. My mind said that I cannot be dead and thinking that I'm dead at the same time. I'm cold like ice water being thrown on me but then I'm hot like I'm burning. Hot and cold alternate and I'm deprived of power.'
Ryouta: "Takuto! Takuto!!"
'Ryouta keeps shaking me for a long time. I wanted to speak to him by some means. It wanted to open my eyelids at least, and to see Ryouta.'
Ryouta: "Takuto! Takuto!! What's wrong! Hey...hey!! Damn it. Takuto! Takuto!"
Takuto: "Ryo--...uta"
Ryouta: "Takuto? Are you awake??"
Takuto: "Ryou--..."
'The words did not form. My thoughts were not settled enough though I had something I wanted to say.'
Ryouta (sad): "Last night you fell. At first, I thought you had became drunk with desire, but Takuto was cold."
Ryouta: "What went wrong? Was it how we did it?!"
Takuto: "I... I'm alright. Just resting a little."
'I wanted to word it better. Even moving was painful. Only my lips moved.'
Ryouta: "Takuto..."
Takuto: "I'm alright..."
Ryouta: "You say you're fine...but you face. I'll call that housemaid. Some medicine... ?"
Takuto (angry): "It's useless!"
'Suddenly, I raised my voice by surprise. Opening my eyelids was painful and I'm attacked by exhaustion.'
Takuto: "...informing anyone... I'll recover at once, and they don't need to come."
'It's not possible to know when you're dead. Perhaps, because I was embraced during the "Ceremony' by men other than Haishima. Because I have been defiled. However, if Ryouta knew, it would be unpleasant. If he knew, Ryouta would grieve because he would regret embracing me. Then, I should die as I am. It was only disagreeable that Ryouta will regret having embraced me.'
Ryouta: "Takuto..."
Takuto: "I'm alright...I'm fine..."
'I could not express my opinions after that. Ryouta's anxious face becomes distance. Was I still not able to run away from Haishima? I ----.'